Wow....I never realized how almost-metal the Cheers theme song was. Seriously. Heavy electric guitars and everything. Crazy world..

Well...more like heavy piano, but it does have a few riffs.

Iunno. Computers dead. Stupid piece of technological junk. I've decided I have a curse on me...Technology always gets destroyed in my hands...eventually. I'm gonna end up taking out the power for 5 blocks or something if I don't figure out how to stop doing it. Zero complacency(sp?) is great!!

"This may sound confused, but it feels good to me. I may be alive, but I'm tired..." Thank you Stabilo. You took the wors right out of my mouth.

Man...I'm a depressing journal person. I never write when it's something good. Just when I feel like crap. But...I suppose it's kinda like a relief mechanism, considering I can't go shouting and screaming in a house of family members at 4:30 in the morning.

And again....Stabilo, you keep knowing just what I'm like. If I didn't know any better, I'd say I was infuencing half the songs I have by them. "It's ok to feel alone. It's ok to feel not strong. Once in a while. Because I, I keep telling myself what to feel. I play make believe until it's real...most of the time."

Stupid depressing music. And what do we have next....Oh..great..Just what I need. "You're the only one who really knew me at all"

...

Not sure why, but I still can't get her out of my fucking head. Was I delusional and she was a bitch?...Or was I just a big fucking douchebag?...

Yeah...tired of bottling that shit in. I know it's what I do, but I need to get it out. I keep trying to move on, but she keeps popping back in my head. And here I thought I was good at compatmentalization. Again, might be spelled wrong, but it's how it sounds.

And your husband wants to be a girl...

Hm. Odd lyric there, Cheers. Odd indeed.

Ah. Here we go.

Whenever life gets you down, Mrs Brown/And things seem hard or tough/And people are stupid, obnoxious, or daft/And you feel that you've had quite enouuughhh/Just remember that you're standing on a planet that evolving/Revolving at 900 miles an hour/That's orbiting at 90 miles a second, so it's reckoned/A sun that's the source of all our power

Python...You're a genius, man! You could cheer someboy up even if they didn't know any emotion but gloom!

And yes, I'm rambling. I know. I haven't rambled for a while. Not to mention today/yesterday was election day.

Canadian politics....and politicians...piss me off. But, I voted, so that I can have the right to bitch and complain about what I don't like about them. After all, how can someone complain if they're not willing to have their say in who gets the power?

But alas...none of the major politicians are even going to be able to decent things for the country. They've all got their own agenda, and it's gonna fuck up the country more-so than it is now, each in their own special way.

I don't know where I'm goin/But I sure know where I've been/Hangin onto promises and the songs of yesterday/And I've made up my mind
I ain't wastin no more time/Here I go again

Though I keep searchin for an answer/I never seem to find what I'm lookin for/Oh lord! I pray you give me strength to carry on
'Cause I know what it means/To walk along the lonely street of dreams

Now if only I could make up my mind, I could truly say this one's my theme song. But until then, it's like my un-official one.



She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.
She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.
I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
-Vermillion: Part Two-
-Slipknot-